Saturday, March 31, 2007 ♥
everything is linked together. but the first chain starts when i went into my sec sch, "CHIJ SJC". everything seems dull after i went there.
at first, everything is bright and anew but in the end, all is just a lie. with no explaination. firstly is the handphone thing, but nevermind is myself dumb okays. then bring sacked from moniter board.. but nevermind. i din't want to be a monitress larhs. =( but wadeva i said, that teacher also assure me that im in the wrong. nevermind. after that matter, my class one girl hated us and wanted to sabo us for everything. chinese teacher wanted to see us and ask us like a prisoner. now we're release. and now im trapped again. because all this is a lie. & chained together. BECAUSE OF THIS SCHOOL. BECAUSE OF ME. BECAUSE OF ALL AROUND ME.
now, yurou hated jiaye. & i added jiaye in the conversation& wanted him to act as the bf of yurou. because that jeremy is damn buyaolian. he always says that yurou is his gf and even do something wrong. so i wanted jeremy to stop his disgusting behaviour. but in the end, i didn't know that yurou & jiaye was angry with each other and was like so unhappy of this matter. & i was like . " HOW?" i feel that im at fault larh. okays. i admited & in the end, xueyi gets into the story. yurou then hated xueyi for telling jiaye all those things. YAH. im the one who is at fault. nvm. all this i accept. i don care.
& we went vivo city to support our skul cheer-leading team today . yurou told me that she need to lie to her mum and said that she got netball training. & wan me to act as the netball captain. lol . i didn't dare to sae "no" but i know.. i will get in to trouble laterr. so i didn't promise to do so. & jiaxuan den called me and i ask her if i should help her. she said that i should because is for cheer-leading and not goin out to do something bad. so, i dont know what to do.
when we went to vivo, xueyi & yurou is angry with each other. but gradually, they patched up i tink. & now yurou tell me to call her mum. i didn't know what to do at that time. she called her mum & pass the fone to mie. i told her mum the lie. i know i'll be in trouble. but do you tink i have a choie? i tink im stupid larh. nvm also.
her mum found out and i was in trouble now. mrs tan knows it too, she will surely make life difficult for us.. as 1D is BAD in her eyes. i know i will get booked. =(
yurou mum know i was guilty and was sorry for what i have done. so, she bought a bag for me and wanted to gif me as i might be scolded by mrstan or even get booked. i didn't want a bag . i mean i didn't want anything. i just wish mrs taan wouldn't persuade this matter la. haiis. i know im in deep trouble now.
everyone is like " not my fault" now. & when im the one being in trouble, they will like "nvm de la", " don tink of this le la", and when i told them that mrs tan mayb will persuade this matter, & her mum took a picture of everyone just now, they was like " walau! die liao la . my mum will scold me de leh" or what so ever shyt. i know some will be angry if i write all this. but nvm . i already dyin liao so whats the difference larhh.
ahyo. everything is like so mafan. i know im in the wrong that i shouldn't haf helped her to lie to her mum. but.. haiis. i donno how to say it. nvm. is all my fault that's it. i hate this world. i hate my school. i hate everyone. i hate everything. because all is linked to my tragic. i hoped all gets betterr. & hope my mum allow me to transfer to other schools next year or so. SO, i will be happy . i wouldn't allow myself to cry all day long . WTH.
♥remembered yesterday @ 5:21 AM
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